Friday, September 18, 2009
at ease , or not ?
i don't know .
i find it hard to answer questions that I don't want to answer .
but I will move on and walk away .
and mend a heart that has broke .
is this the end where it begin ?
It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day that you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, How it came to this
Let's take it back to the night that we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
With vodkas and coke, I was (...)
We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong
Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong
There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain
Are you hearing me? Cz I don't wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafter street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life
We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong
Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong
Sometimes I've no choice but to walk away . what else can I
do ? well , i am soaked , soaked to the skin . i am tired
and sick . I have decided to shed all the pain that I've been
holding on but my heart won't die cause it only makes me strong .
but I am not afraid of whatever obstacles I am going to face .
I have my three words with me , and they will definitely help
me ^^ * wink wink wink at ( you know who ) (: today had oral in the
afternoon . timetable was chinese , physics , english and IT skills .
quite boring . chinese is (N) cause teacher went through oral mah .
did little nia and I think I am gonna fail it. LOL ! if I passed ,
i am gonna treat desmond and regena something nice . LOL i take back my
words , cannot treat whole class . :X scared later burn until my hole
the pocket too big ah . physics was haihao (amazingly) drew graph etc .
keep repeating the same thing then must plot different wave points haha .
but ms kang said something encouraging to me cause I tell her I do veh slow.
she said , its okay , keep trying and take it slowly . work hard ! hehe
ms kang ain't bad after all . ^^ must jiayou for physics ! for her sake
and mine LOL ! english speech loh ~ very boring . shaun , as childish as
ever . so dramatic . hehe * laugh together with someone ! * wink wink again
XD . i think my eyes got problem liao . keep winking XD . IT skills is
boring . reli veh boring . plurk-ed and stare @ blank space . LOL sudd heard
my blog song from nowhere . then i siao siao started singing it to myself .
haha oral ! TvT sure die de . the chinese passage hai hao lah . almost word no
problem to read but the conversation the teacher keep prompt me . i want say
out somemore then she prompt me another question . so unfair @v@ . english was
awesome lah == passage noob cake . picture =C my examiner was mr siva uh i think .
he ask me flip over to the picture then suddenly he asked me what is the female
teacher thinking ? btw my picture was a group of students engage in a science
experiment . but what the hell was that female teacher thinking ? how would I noe ?
i also not her sia leh . then i cuatio , think for 3 seconds anyhow say the teacher
is probably thinking of a detailed explanation for her students on her the experiment
actually work . then mr siva give me another ..I.. question . what do you think
that female teacher have been doing before the lesson ? that mr siva uh , keep asking about that female teacher loh . i think he interested in her :X . haha , but his question nan bu dao wo lah . i just say out loh . hehe , i so happy when he rewarded me with a " very good , well done ! " don't know whether he sarcastic or serious de . :C nehmind over le . can rest a day and start preparing for EOY . (: haha . i go read manga le . tata .
Rawr . tommorow got tuition TvT
missing;10:41 PM
