Wednesday, September 30, 2009
把我自己结成冰
blogging for the sake of blogging again ! * wink
LOL ! tommorow jiu shi EOY for english le . dunno
what to revise leh , rawr rawr rawr . although nothing
to revise but I got that urge to grab something and read
I am a weirdo ! and I am going to stop basketballing
for two weeks le haha . injury and studies (Y) yeah ,
maybe lesser online time and more time for revision
would be better ? and after exam I die die must think
about what the (insert) I want le :D thanks uh to (you
know who) sort of helped luh (: everybody must jiayous
for exam uh ! XD yeap got no letter writing le .. sad
got speech instead F5F5F5F5F5 later come out one topic
I donno how write on how ? show puffer black face ?
LOL . so I am gonna end my blog post till here and go
read notes all this le :) jiayous !
missing;8:58 PM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
我们的开始是很长的电影
我们溜了多远 ...
再给我几分钟让我把记忆结成冰
我真的不想忘记您 :C
wo jin tian fei chang bu kuai le . dan shi wo ba
xiao rong gua to wo lian shang . rawr rawr rawr ,
todayyy got alot homework TvT gonna finish all by
today (: now chionging jianbao so basically I am
blogging simply for the sake of blogging . tommorow
hope can go revise some english :X go lot one library
alone or with friends I don't mind de . hehe .
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
你是我 最压抑最深处的秘密
missing;7:12 PM
Monday, September 28, 2009
Pick up a stick and put it in your head ^^
yayyy today had tuition , last lesson le and I enjoyed it .
haha , we chionged paper ! and then played deal on no deal
on handphone . owned . glenn specialises in considering if
one should get a deal or no deal . hehe . we tio 1 penny but
I press deal heng uh get $44 000 instead of $1 haha . pro luh
haha yeap got marshmallow all this to eat cause is last lesson
le . will sort of miss friends de loh . but its okayyy de luh
things like this will have to happen someday de (:
learn to be a optimistic and move on with my pathetic life .
that shall be what I will do ^^
thou shall not let minor things like this drag me down .
be gone .
missing;10:14 PM
When dreaming I'm guided to another world
Time and time again
Although I would like our world to change
It helps me to appreciate
Those nights and those dreams
But, my friend, I'd sacrifice all those nights
If I could make the Earth and my dreams the same
The only difference is
To let love replace all our hate
So let's go there
Let's make our escape
Come on, let's go there
Let's ask can we stay?
Today haihao , got slack period got * serious period
haha . got maths test today uh , okok loh . hope can
do well , got chemistry . ms lee got pissed ~ but I
was more bothered with that beetle :X we gave it hydro
chloric acid , nitric acid and universal indicator luh
but it neh die . haha still swim swim like a fish XD
yeah nothing much happen le . basketball-ed a while ,
nowadays no de mood to make an effort run after ball
le haha . yeapyeap played a little while then go KFC
makan makan le . :D:D went with muihao , wei cheng ,
kwan hao ( paiseh i dno how spell his name ) and goodfren !
XD veh funny though . there were two distinctive sicko
there hehehe . makan finished then homed ;) camp-ed
at house downstair for quite a while cause i neh bring
keys :C yi hou ye bu gan le haha . learnt my lesson
le * wink wink XD okayy nidda prepare for tuition le .
bye bye ! (:
8252 . (:
missing;6:05 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must've crossed... you said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said...
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston...
I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,
Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah
Where no one knows my name...
Where no one knows my name...
Yeah Boston...
Where no one knows my name.
missing;7:10 PM
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
roar , boredboredboredboredboredboredbored :C spent
afternoon revising for maths . so far so good loh .
spend my time writing a nice song . very touching
:X i almost cried while writing out so this proves
that I am such a good writer :D ( nah actually I only
pen down my thoughts . ten years down you see become
top of the music chart ) XD anyway later going to continue
to plan out thoughts haha . no use punching the wall le
just pen them down is better (:
i feel like migrating to some where far far away from here ,
so can escape the sight of some people I don't want to see .
forget alot of things I certainly want to forget . bad memories
uh . but of course I will miss alot of people luh , like
goodfren etc . but for the better sake of me , why not have the
change I need . haah . maybe bah (:
3 182217 25 94 1548 141158 84 811726 84 102 1152510472 64 3
6231177 81262 1 68219 1611126 :C
missing;6:36 PM
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Everything is fading away again
Would you even care ?
Today is bad day . boohoooz tuition did sums ate kinderbueno .
teacher treat us ^^ but it wasn't enough to make me happy though
did not slept well last night . stared @ ceiling , nothing went through
me , which is a weird weird feeling . morning woke up for a while
then com-ed check scores etc luh . later night time watching match
cause nothing to do mah . private de blog I think i shall make it
only visible to one person bah . That person is the only person whom
I know I can really really confide in le . others .. don't talk about
it . its either I think I am just a burden to them or ima just bothering
them .
going to do my maths revision later . ( just a little only ) and I think
i am blogging now , just for the sake of blogging lol .
but nothing is left inside
for me and you .
missing;3:18 PM
Knowing things can never be the same
What else can I do ?
You're coke and I am pepsi
You're black and I am white
What makes the difference ?
why must there always be a spoiler in my life de ?
missing;12:02 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Never expected the truth to shocked me THIS much .
jolly well disappointed but the truth's coming to light .
hurt badly by what I have seen you all written but nothing I can do about it right ?
went back school today and it was a miracle I managed to have
enough stamina to play basketball . RAWR . i fuckingly really no
mood to do a single shit now . why must what you wrote ( and I saw )
ruin my happy mood ? your mind is a piece shit , what you tell people
must listen , what I want say . you don't give a them and thinks I
am bothering eu . zzz fluke faggot bastard . i want to strangle you ,
break your arm and make you suffer . rawr , but i shall not be that
bad to do so . wow i so guaii ^^
rawr , tommorow then blog haha . now veh lazy :X do quizzie . tagged by jieyi .
haha thanks for giving me something to do :)
Name a friend from A-Z!
A- Amanda
B- Benjamin Chan
C- Charmaine Teh
D- Desmond
E- Elvin Tan
F- Fuad
G- Gina Goh ( amazing I still remember her )
H- Hao Lun ( hi stranger ) or Harvey
I- Ian
J- Jiaying and Jieyi
K- Kent
L- Leon
M- Marcus
N- Nicholas
O- Orange ( dno )
P- Pear ( dno )
Q- DNO !
R- Regena ! (elo jiejei).
S- Shaun ( underwear grey today )
T- Tan Joe En
U- Underwear (Y)
V- Vanessa
W- Wynnette
X- Xin Hui
Y- Yaoming
Z- Zhongheng
1) can R and S be together in BGR? (Regena and Shaun)
- LOl anything's possible but not this I think , jie won't got for childish people de . * winkwink
2) How is L related to you? (Leon)
- er classmate ?
3) Does Y know Z?
- Yaoming knows Shaun yeah.
4) if C betrays you, will you kill her?
- Will my goodfren ever betray me ? :C
5) if K steals your boyfriend, what will you do? (Kent)
- Kent specialise in stealing other people de boyfren de :X
6) If B tells you she has a crush on you what will you do? (Ben Chan)
- Not surprise mah , crazy ppl like him say crazy things
7) Will/did you and M get into a fight? (Marcus)
- Hmm , we wouldn't . even if it happens he will lose ^^
8) Who does K have a crush on? (Kent)
- LOL i know know . .
9) If L calls you a bitch, what will you do? (Leon)
- He will pay .
10) What's the relationship between you and E? (Elvin)
- Good Friends ?
11) Who does Z like? (Zhongheng)
- I know ! :P
12) Who is I's best friend? (Ian)
- Good question :P .
13) What colour does Y like? (Yaoming)
- Grey ~ color of shaun's underwear
14) Where does R live? (Regena)
- I know know , opposite CCKPS there ! I know the block but I don't tell eu ! don't stalk her uh !
15) Did you and C have a fight before? (CharmaineT)
- NOPE ! never !
16) Who is H's best friend? (haolun or harvey)
- I dunno =="
17) What can you say about J? (JYJY)
- hello (wave)
18) if J tells you she has a crush on you? (JYJY)
- O.O
19) List 10 people to do this quiz.
Nobody
Anybody
Somebody
Everybody .
this quiz for those who are bored nia luh .
missing;9:54 PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I will never get to hear the words of a lullaby .
rawr , today was a super duper boring day for me .
I did not get to go to school cause my fever did not subside .
Did my tuition hwk though (: I will only guaii when I sick or
not feeling well :X ima gonna do literature soon le :P sing to
the dawn ! make it a short post today bah , since I did not go
to school today . all I know is that I am very bored now and it
sucks to fall sick :C
missing;7:45 PM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
* wink wink
today hiong too much for PE until fall sick liao
T.T rawr . very tired , I wanna sleep but I can't .
:X i want quick quick recover so I can quick quick
go makan something nice :C I got it upon myself
though , over hiong myself >< so now need take plenty
of rest till I recover . I will not attend NCC most
probably tommorow . because hor , I lazy to and I scared
halfway during training I will faint . :X haha wink wink
wink ~
maths was slack in the morning . teacher neh say jokes
though but who cares ? haha , ate biscuit from joe en cause
I veh hungry (neh eat breakfast) he so kind give me eat two
loh . sorry uh (insert) , could not persuade him give you ><
PE . soccer and handball ~ haha . I scored more hat trick
^^ and a stupid goalkeeper called me an ass for doing so against
him . no face , run home and slot your face in the toilet bowl
loh . You are the dumbest keeper I have ever seen mah . So easily
let me slot the ball ball in :X if I angry you die for me see
uh , bet your face confirm plus chop turn blue black :) handball-ed
shaun , marcus , fuad in my team ^^ although we lost but nehmind
mah , we put up a fight and I scored like 5/6 of the points hehe .
who asked shaun don't want active , if active hor confirm will
own de . that stupid keeper again , wo yue kan his face bu shuang ,
tempting me to give it a one tight slap . ^X^ but I won't do so
cause my arm hurt from the road block set up by the same person .
roar , now must guaii guaii and wait for me to recover -O-
* wink wink . I finally get to use fourth word le . :C
missing;8:02 PM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
It's been a while since the two of us talked
So explain to me, how it came to this
And you should try to take it back
Before it all goes wrong
Let things go back to the peaceful way it was .
I don't like things I am seeing now .
Don't become someone that I totally don't know please .
Rawr . Hi shaun (wave) haha . practically I did not
sleep at all last night because shaun was haunting me
in my nightmare . nah joking luh , my bad , i just could
not sleep loh , felt uncomfortable . :C woke up , go school
duel-ed a little while lol . the usuals ~ tommorow got HMT
test and PE . cai lao shi not coming . but still will have
test . nehmind , get it over and done with ~ I want go catch
some sleep TvT I am super tired . But I don't want sleep .
zzzzz . boring today . ciao .
Is this really what you want ?
Everybody to not know you as you are ?
Move on , thats what you told me before .
But are you doing it ?
missing;9:32 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
I feel insane every single time I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid, I`m stuck in my ways
And that`s the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance
By that look on your face I may force the scale to tip
I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I`m not...
Not insane
(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back again, it's almost easy
Shame pulses through my heart
From the things I`ve done to you
It`s hard to face, but the fact remains that
This is nothing new
I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane.
I'm not insane, I'm not insane.
I'm not insane, I'm not...
Not insane.
(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(You learned your lesson)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(But first you fall)
Come back again, it's almost easy
Now that I`ve lost you it kills me to say
(Hurts to say)
I try to hold on as you slowly slip away.
I`m losing the fight.
Treated you so wrong, now let me make it right.
(Make it all right)
I'm not insane, I'm not insane. (chuckling)
I'm not insane, I'm not...
Not insane.
(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Sad at all)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(You learned your lesson)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(But still you fall)
Come back again, it's almost easy
Rawr , rawr , rawr . Super de hungry TvT . did not
eat at all . except for that salmon ^v^ which is I
think uncooked . LOL . but i eat salmon raw is veh
commong de . woke up @ 9.30 in the morning . forgot
need meetup at ten so I chiong loh . gang gang hao
reach there on time , but then joel need cut hair and
then marcus on his way . TvT make me chiong so fast .
rawr . forget bring my deck today , nehmind lo , play
half half with marcus deck is super fun ~ went to marinade
salmon , bake cookies etc at joel house . haha , went
to lotone and got a super dee duper big surprise :X
haha . don't tell you all what the surprise . marcus
helped joel bought a blitz gundam and the trio completed
the whole of it in two hours ~ haha . pro jiu shi pro
dunnid clap hand for us de :X tommorow got alot of test
thats why it is called T-day . so needa go revise le ,
haha bye ~
I was weak with fear that something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
conjuring your deepest fears
missing;9:21 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
I will try to take it back
Before it all goes wrong
Before the worst, before I mend
Before my heart decide
It's time to love again
There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
Rawr , I seriously need to restrain myself
from such thoughts that only I know . I have
to keep reminding myself not to think about
the possibilities but the impossible possibilities
instead . Rawr . shut myself down is the best .
don't think about anything . don't use com , locked
myself in my room . listen to music and rot away .
thats worse that cold turkey treatment I think .
can i go back to life of solitude I lived before ?
missing;11:13 PM
为什麽你总是闷闷不乐
你知不知道你是最好的
这首歌 我唱这首歌
就是要给你快乐
世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌 我唱这首歌
你要专心地听着
说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落 那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来 放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句 因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅 戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌
Today is a very boring day . Came last night @ 5 am from uncle house .
I can't sleep . I don't know why . rawr . tommorow going joel house to
make salmon , cookie and sandwich ! YAYY can get to show off something
MAYONISE EGG . bet everybody there when eat le definitely will cry . so
who want get a bite of the delicious eggy ~ can pre-order first HAHA .
wo shi serious de wor . haha . I am a good boy and I had done most of my
homework le leh . jian bao and literature ! chemistry I tommorow then go
do haha . and i brought home some super yummy sweet from uncle house .
SUPER NICE loh . i think i gonna bring some back to school on Tuesday XD .
who want can tell me . reserved a few for you all ~ super bored . nothing
to do . i think i go catch some rest le tata (wave)
should I be patient and just wait for (insert) ?
missing;5:05 PM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
blog unprivated ^X^ finally . haha .
now I keep a private blog to voice
and vent out my anger , my sorrow
and my thoughts to certain people .
actually two of them , the two whom
I really can trust ^^ * wink wink
I wonder if you know who you are .
I would also like to wish to thank
you respectively for all you have
said to me . (: I will definitely
remember what you have said , keep
it etched in my mind . and use it
to guide me when I am down or when
I am angry ! :D haha . this blog
is offically unprivated but don't
tell shaun uh >< later he come
kajiao my blog . LOL .
missing;5:36 PM
I didn't say it was your fault .
I only said I was going to blame you for it . ^^
lol joking luh . just random only .
you take the suitcase , i take the blame .
haha just now I was staring outside my window , looking at children playing catching LOL . from my "bird-eye" view hor , I can see where all the children are . so shiok , watch damm cuatio when they turn around the corner and see the catcher . haha (: how I wish I can just shout out tell them where the catcher lmao . what they are doing now , used to be what I always do . hang out with people play play this kind of games . I am a veh good boy and I done one of my homework le ! :) literature : mirror mirror . later think I will go rest le . tommorow go do jian bao :D . monday no school but going out to joel house to prepare ingredients for sandwich making competition ! haha . rawr , very hungry and boring . neh eat lunch cause no money le . lol . very boring cause I cannot play computer games and nobody to talk to on msn TvT , although goodfren online but I dunwan disturb her cause she seems to be busy with something . (: see I so good loh ~
I can feel the colour running
As it's fading from my face
Try to speak but nothing's coming
Nothing i could say to make you stay
Grab your suitcase call a taxi
It's 3am now where you gonna go?
Gonna stay with friends in london
And that's all i get to know
Just a ciggarette gone
No you couldn't be that far
I'm driving my car to where i hope you are
Maybe i can talk you down
Maybe i can talk you down
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is a relationship suicide
Cos if you go, i go
Cos if you go, i go
Taking shortcuts through the alleys
While you're racing through my mind
Cops can chase but they won't catch me
Not before i get to speak my mind
If there's still time oh
We're standing on a tiny ledge
Before this goes over the edge
Gonna use my heart and not my head
Cause when my heart breaks , it don't break even .
missing;4:49 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
at ease , or not ?
i don't know .
i find it hard to answer questions that I don't want to answer .
but I will move on and walk away .
and mend a heart that has broke .
is this the end where it begin ?
It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day that you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, How it came to this
Let's take it back to the night that we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
With vodkas and coke, I was (...)
We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong
Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong
There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain
Are you hearing me? Cz I don't wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafter street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life
We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong
Before the worst
Before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before today
Before too long
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong
Sometimes I've no choice but to walk away . what else can I
do ? well , i am soaked , soaked to the skin . i am tired
and sick . I have decided to shed all the pain that I've been
holding on but my heart won't die cause it only makes me strong .
but I am not afraid of whatever obstacles I am going to face .
I have my three words with me , and they will definitely help
me ^^ * wink wink wink at ( you know who ) (: today had oral in the
afternoon . timetable was chinese , physics , english and IT skills .
quite boring . chinese is (N) cause teacher went through oral mah .
did little nia and I think I am gonna fail it. LOL ! if I passed ,
i am gonna treat desmond and regena something nice . LOL i take back my
words , cannot treat whole class . :X scared later burn until my hole
the pocket too big ah . physics was haihao (amazingly) drew graph etc .
keep repeating the same thing then must plot different wave points haha .
but ms kang said something encouraging to me cause I tell her I do veh slow.
she said , its okay , keep trying and take it slowly . work hard ! hehe
ms kang ain't bad after all . ^^ must jiayou for physics ! for her sake
and mine LOL ! english speech loh ~ very boring . shaun , as childish as
ever . so dramatic . hehe * laugh together with someone ! * wink wink again
XD . i think my eyes got problem liao . keep winking XD . IT skills is
boring . reli veh boring . plurk-ed and stare @ blank space . LOL sudd heard
my blog song from nowhere . then i siao siao started singing it to myself .
haha oral ! TvT sure die de . the chinese passage hai hao lah . almost word no
problem to read but the conversation the teacher keep prompt me . i want say
out somemore then she prompt me another question . so unfair @v@ . english was
awesome lah == passage noob cake . picture =C my examiner was mr siva uh i think .
he ask me flip over to the picture then suddenly he asked me what is the female
teacher thinking ? btw my picture was a group of students engage in a science
experiment . but what the hell was that female teacher thinking ? how would I noe ?
i also not her sia leh . then i cuatio , think for 3 seconds anyhow say the teacher
is probably thinking of a detailed explanation for her students on her the experiment
actually work . then mr siva give me another ..I.. question . what do you think
that female teacher have been doing before the lesson ? that mr siva uh , keep asking about that female teacher loh . i think he interested in her :X . haha , but his question nan bu dao wo lah . i just say out loh . hehe , i so happy when he rewarded me with a " very good , well done ! " don't know whether he sarcastic or serious de . :C nehmind over le . can rest a day and start preparing for EOY . (: haha . i go read manga le . tata .
Rawr . tommorow got tuition TvT
missing;10:41 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
la mejor chica , this post is for you .
I know you are sort of going through a tough time right now ,
you feel like giving up , feel like letting everything go but
you can't .
one word : i wish to see you (insert first word ) , then i
happy . haha . people happy , i also happy de . i veh weird .
(: but in a good way . LOL!
two words : you have to ( insert second word ) for it is pretty
important . before the worst . (: you can do it de ! i know it
cos you are la mejor chica
three words : you may feel lethargic but you have to ( insert
second word ) . there will always be people behind you who
will support you de , including me (:
animarse (: be the strong and sturdy person I always knew .
missing;10:31 PM
Walk away and take a stroll in the park .
take it nothing happened even though it did .
You took your suitcase , i took the blame .
and you left me alone to let me make sense of what little remains .
now I am all choked up while you're okay .
nehmind . things were meant to be , they will predestined .
i can't do a shit de .
and it has been a while since we two really talked .
I know things would never be the same
with your empty heart and mine full of pain
explain to me how it came to this .
missing;10:11 PM
All's over , isit ?
don't make any more problems surface le please .
no more mentality go face them le .
But why do you act as if nothing had happened ?
i wondered if "sorry" flowed out from your mouth to them .
you know you should had made them worried sick for you .
Sometimes tears say all
There is to say
Sometime your first
Scars wont ever fade, away
Tried to break my heart
Well it's broke
Tried to hang me high
Well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me
Well I'm soaked
Soaked to the skin
It's the end where I begin
It's the end where I begin
Sometimes we don't learn
From our mistakes
Sometimes we've no
Choice but to walk
Away, away
Tried to break my heart
Well it's broke
Tried to hang me high
Well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me
Well I'm soaked
Soaked to the skin
It's the end where I begin
It's the end where I begin
Now I'm alive
And my ghosts are gone
I've she'd all the pain
I've been holding on
The cure for a heart
Is to move along, is to move along
So move along
What don't kill a heart
Only makes it strong
Sometimes tears say all
There is to say
Sometime your first
Scars don't ever fade, away
Tried to break my heart
Well it's broke
Tried to hang me high
Well I'm choked
Wanted rain on me
Well I'm soaked
Soaked to the skin
It's the end
End where I begin
It's the end
End where I begin
Sometimes we don't learn
From our mistakes
Sometimes we've no
Choice but to walk
Away, away
tommorow is oral ! :C but I gonna prepare for it , one way or another . today had streaming talk . i sort of changed my mind about which class I wanted to go . physics , yesh i will do my best to improve ! one way of another ! third word will help me through ! wink @ jie . LOL . today got alot of white grape drink to drink LOL . one is because someone lost a bet to me :D then must treat me . another one is because I buy myself de (: haha . thanks someone and sorry for making you walk quite far . rawr , NCC veh slack todayyy ! supposed have proficiency test today . but didn't lol . got more time prepare loh . practise arm drills with rifle . piang piang ! haha . yeap sort of confident le , but when marching with the rifle . i sort of screw up lah . dunnid you to tell me that singao . i can't concentrate when such a fat ass like you is disturbing me right ? nothing much hahaha . rawr . go revise le . wish me luck :D haha . third word ! (:
missing;8:32 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.
Isn't it time for you to return . 3 days le leh . the whole god dam world is waiting for you . don't you think its selfish of you ? to let people worry about you constantly and not telling them where the heck you are ? you keep asking yourself when you will grow up , its not matter of time you know . its a matter of whether YOU yourself want to grow up anot . obviously you are not now . i am really veh disappointed with you . are you the person I used to know ?
rawr . leon took my Dark Armed Dragon from Jia Ming == i can't be bothered to bother about it le . take away my thoughts of getting any new cards . i would really need to concentrate on other stuffs . :X tuition-ed just now . heng heng got someone pei me , if not i veh sure i will die de loh == . thanks someone ! LOL (: tommorow got PE ~ and the streaming talk . lol . mama going ! which i am not looking forward to . * ssshhhhh ! haha , sort of busy now . tomorrow got NCC proficiency test . wish me luck ! wo zuo de dao de ! :D byebye (wave)
missing;9:05 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
YAYYY . i changed my blogsong haha . break even .
just now hear this song during home econ class then veh tempted to put as blogsong . lol (:
amazingly i fall asleep just now when I just lay my head on my table . == hais , too tired le jiu hui zhe yang . eh does anyone know how to fix my navigations ? lol . i dunno what I do . now not black color le TvT . black is nice (Y)(Y) now go do maths maths . tommorow then can rest abit . basketball = need get my head in the game . need focus on shooting . need be quick . need to be agile enough to ankle break an elephant . kaboom !
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no
What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
rawr . the script and creed ownxz !
missing;8:45 PM
To two person .
still don't get it don't you ?
you this fishball . can't get the fuck out of you . so guailan , son of a (insert) . i pity your mother for having a son like you . == talk to you ao hard so I don't bother trying to le . the least you can do is keep your mouth shut and stop using you god damm BODY during basketball lah . fker , injured me yesterday , today again . i told myself I will be rough against you . but i didn't , i don't want to hurt you cos it really would hurt . during basketball , you use the moves I used . only to end up in disgrace . == thats a shame . you give me a crazy WEEEEEEEE when you pass the ball to someone , right in front of my face . i don't really care , i guess you don't too .
and another you . hais . wei she mo must make things so hard for yourself and for them ? eu need to xiang tong hor . == think it through and come back to your senses . lol .
today is tuesday !! lesson hai hao lah .
lol . thursday got proficiency test rawr . wish me luck uh .
homework homework homework homework . hahaha . zzz i am bored . ==
missing;6:06 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
your blood will drip .
i really feel like acting as ( J ) in bloody monday .
And using bloody-x to wipe your intestine out .
make eu lose your brain which obviously has rusted .
make eu lose your balls which I really really wanna kick .
make eu lose your eyes which I am tempted to dig .
I just want you out of my life , her life , his life and everyone's life . go and die !
stop making a fuss out of your pathetic life . its not even worth it at all .
i learn more about your " misdeeds " today and my conclusion , you suck lah .
sorry , i am so sorry ..I..
i am so sorry that you simply SUCK .
i really can't believe myself that someone like you actually exist in our class .
zzz . you are simply an attention seeker plus a failure flirt . shame on you .
betray people still dare say you did not . what advantages will eu gain ? tell me ?
people will think eu are cool ? please lah , people will only see you as a loser cause thats what I see in you now . I learn this lesson before le , don't heed my freaking advice . not my prob . i don't give a damm if you , a loser want to hang out with us . but it's just that we don't want to hang out with a loser like you . leave my friends alone . can't you do that ? wanna flirt with whoever eu wan ? go ahead . there are many people available for you to flirt with . i don't give a them . just don't flirt with her , her and her . cos they don't want you to flirt with them . i shall not waste my precious time tonight to rant about you . if I unprivate my blog and invite everybody here hor ( which I won't ) , i am certain your days of becoming someone whom we can reli trust is numbered .
just die (N)(N)(N)
you really pissed me off .
waste so much of my blog space .
you know you yourself veh fat right ?
bet you 60kg or more ah .
tution-ed . potato chips . eat till I can die le :P ruffles owns uh i tell eu . see when I buy from my gans to eat :X haha . see uh I so good . and I want drink peach milk tea . LOL but i am gonna save moneyyyyy ! haha . for fun and more fun luhs :X rawr i haven finish my sewing TvT but i can get mum help me mah ~ SHE VEH PRO DE ! haha ciao lah . second post of the day le . i want go catch some rest de . bye bye people (wave)
missing;10:33 PM
rawr . blogging more later bah .
now going out for tuition soon TvT
rawr . ask eu ah ?
how does it feel to have an elephant step on your feet and it using his body to ram you for a couple of times ? pathetic elephant right ?
now my god damm knee and ankle pain again le and its all because of you .
fuck off and die , the world will do better with one humongous road block gone .
make me so bad mood . make some people so sad and so pissed off with you .
why won't you listen ? I tot elephant supposed to have super big ear to listen to things de ?
waste of my time . words of advice , do not be an attention seeker and betray others again . you are lucky that you were " let off " so easily . you are different from me . you are lucky to have " friends " like us now . kick your ass for her , him , them , us , me ! ^^
rawr , bless me luck for my tuition lah . i need munch on chips on something le . confirm + chop . ruffles sounds nice ^^ and ima gonna get a D.A.D tommorow ! YAYY .
D.A.D = Dark Armed Dragon = $$$ haha lucky got super good junior like jia ming who respects me :X senior for like since p4 le leh ~ okok tata . blog somemore later !
i wan go read somemore bloody monday :) although today nobody shed blood . tommorow will de . haha .
missing;7:28 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Why the fuck every time have to sui ni de bian leh ?
cannot sui wo de bian once meh ?
who cares ? I don't , not this time .
cannot be bothered with you .
sorry but you are number 3 .
sorry but _I_ _I_
can't stand eu @ all loh .
missing;11:35 PM
The truth doesn't change .
And I shall take that step back .
To make sure nobody gets hurt anymore .
good bye .
Fun Fun Fun afternoon wakaka . Marcus is the best
(Y)(Y)(Y) . woke up @ 10 . online-d till 12.30 then
chiong to lot one meet joel . lol , found him @ arcade
with his sister and mum . see them play play i veh jealous
so play play loh :X time crisis is (N) the gun controller
is for you to make you shoot yourself in the head . ==
wasted my credit TvT . kent came , wanted go marcus house
straight away de mah . but then tot only two o'clock then can
go. so stayed @ arcade loh ~ played the ( dunno how say )
picture difference thingy ? kent said it would abit obscene
lmao . and indeed it was . kent the best lah . touch those
part not suppose to touch de .
marcus house . very funny . everybody speechless about what
to do . the salmon marinate until veh de ... lawls . rawr .
overall although salmon fillet not properly cooked but I still
find it veh nice . lol even perharps even better than when
properly cooked ? cos the fillet veh tender , not hard hard de .
XD haha . gonna go memorise my 武中情 le ! :C wish me luck cause
I know I'll need it . jie , must get well soon uh . Remember that
second word kkays ? ^X^
byebye .
rawr . please don't tell her that I am supposed to miss her . because I don't .
missing;8:45 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
how long more ?
no more chance for you le . ^.^
Roar .
Today slept till very late . Caus air
con veh shiok XD . roar roar , but
tonight won't get to enjoy le :C haha
tommorow got tuition . need wake up early
then come home need chiong the article
for cynosure . damm it , can i don't do ?
although must submit on sunday . roar .
short post once again :D need go do zuowen
le ! wish me luck XD
missing;8:49 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Rawr . I put a staple through my leg ==
today chiam kah cheng woke up earlier than
me . lol , ima lazy piggg nowadays :X met
@ petir lrt station then chiong to yewtee :D
see see cards . received physics worksheet
from :) and went joel house ! haha . home
econ hai hao lah . went home early loh ,
duel a little nia . roar . chiam kah cheng
tmr going my house downstairs to pass me
the physics worksheet . hope he don't forget .
LOL haha okaeokae today nothing talk much although
i got alot to say . but i shall be a nice guy
for once and keep things to myself . :D
missing;8:16 PM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Do not make me hate the both of you please ?
Rawr . Homework ! Homework ! Homework !
Eat eu all up arghhh . Finish si han
today , did abit of personal recount .
tommorow finally going out le ! ^X^
meeting chiamkahwei @ 11 go yewtee
slack slack . :X haha . then go lot
one meet up with someone XD . eat mac
go joel house do home econ . hais , glenn
so organised . eu jealous anot ?
compo ( personal recount ) is a crap shit.
a scary incident ? what the fuck do I write
about that ? i think i should be creative
and start writing about a stinking fugu fish
chasing me around the whole neighborhood
estate .
Please come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
byebye . enjoy the holiday while it lasts . lmao
as for the two of you . do not do anything that irks me for i am certain
you two will regret it .
missing;10:51 PM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
give me this chance .
Yesterday and Today equally boring . rawr . stayed
at home , nothing to do . except com =.= i want go
out ! only Thursday can go out . lol . nehmind I
shall be patient and wait for it to come .
homework left physics and chinese . finished maths
and history today le . tommorow gonna do zuo wen .
haha . gonna finish it !! then can an xin de go out
on thursday .
veh bored now , think i go watch masked rider decade
le . lol , don't laugh . he my role model . he veh
cool :P haha byebye . (wave)
don't cry
S-M-I-L-E
missing;8:11 PM
Monday, September 7, 2009
round round and round we go .
make this a super short post .
wanna go sleep le . now quite
late le . yawnzx . i veh de
dunnoe what to write now seh .
lol . but i wanna blog now ,
just for the sake of blogging.
had tuition ? normal normal
loh .
haha tommorow gonna wake up
early bah . to jog . need exercise
LOL ! then perharps go have
breakfast alone or with dad ?
many possibilities . haha
tata . told eu will be short
post de . XD .
missing;11:29 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
missing;9:00 PM
Go and find yourself as you're becoming someone else .
I bet you don't recognize your face in the mirror looking back at you .
YAYYY ! holidays le , although got homework but
I veh sure I can finish it de . Thursday going
joel house complete home econ de project haha .
think i gonna do some work later le , then the
workload on that day will decrease .
yesterday was a superrr crazzyyy day for me :D
went for exhibition match and lost but nehmind .
lol , we displayed teamwork but other team veh
strong mah . LOL :P released and was allowed to
hang around the area loh . haha took it to the
next level . we tried flying fox and all those
fun fun de stations in our school uniforms ! :D
hengheng i neh injured ah , or worsen my arm .
slacked till 3.30 like that then go jurong point
eat eat ! hahaha had curry chicken noodles , had
ice kachang after that . and we started torturing
the food . btlook :D haha .
there is nothing to do now for me . :C byebye .
missing;3:04 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009
If I could , I would really take the fall just
to end it all .
Woke up quite late this morning but glenn
pro mah . managed to reach school with
ample time to submit his literature assignment
^^
lessons veh slack . got tingxie argh . hopefully
can pass . i don't want teacher give us easy words .
cos all easy words i dunno how write =_= hard hard
de then can . physics was ( insert ) haihao lah , can
understand most of what teacher is teaching cause got
notes mah . LOL! notes are still the best (Y)(Y) if eu
find the teacher a bore . english as per usual speech
loh . lols some people heng heng ah next week school
reopen then need present . LOL not like some people ,
got sorethroat le , still got teacher wanna put him in
tight spot :X hais i really pity that boy , poor thing .
IT skills was crappish , the poster is shit . ==" lol .
after school basketballed , treat someone eat maggie mee :X
blah blah blah . hais . today nothing much to blog about
lah . i prefer to concentrate more on finishing some of my
holiday homework :D must chiongggggggg le ! XD kkaykkay , tata .
wish me luck for tommorow VBS . and i found out it was actually
virtual battle space , not virtual battle simulation like what
mr chua said . LOL .
sometimes i question myself if happiness was meant to be .
missing;9:32 PM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
glenn is happy guy .
glenn is plagued with various problems though .
glenn wants to make sure nothing happens to somebody in class .
glenn is shy . ( haha for someone de )
Today is Mr Puffer Puts Me In A Tight Spot
Day . =.= crazy de loh he , my speech was
about why we should ban animal cloning . He
can actually revert from animal cloning to
making babies . Should we put a muscular man
and a beautiful women together and force them
to make babies ? why should we and why shouldn't
we ? The reason is very simple : its because
the baby would become somebody like ME and not like
you , mr puffer , a bulgy belly smart ass who loves
to make things hard for your students ! (Y) (Y)
haha yayy I got my spot for VBS le . stupid reserve
ain't good . must appreciate Glenn's sniping talent
sia . he will make sure the enemey scared till they
pee on their pants ^^ tommorow after morning assembly
need meet up for a while . finalise plans , hopefully
can pon chinese for a while :D
this is a message to someeone . if you still don't
get what I said when I want eu to butt out . you
jolly well listen carefully . butt out . no more
second chances for you le . eu don't care nehmind de
, you face me and I assure eu hell . ==
missing;8:47 PM
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
yayy . got my corporal rank le :D actually
everybody also got lah . but quite happy mah .
tommorow although no NCC , but got CCM and VBS
briefing . Saturday will take part in competition
during NCC open house @ army museum . haha opponent
not bad de wor , got standard lyk us . if we versus
yusof ishak secondary school again ah . i confirm plus
chop veh sure we will win ah . tommorow will be brief
on strategy and how to move in groups etc lah . just
pray hard we got enough teamwork bah :X
tommorow got PE again , got the handball thingy again .
why don't the teacher just let us play the god dam game
instead of teaching us all these basics ? as if we will
apply it instead . haha go eat dinner le :X later tuition
come back then blog again . today alot of things to say .
:)
missing;6:06 PM
