Monday, August 31, 2009
Yayyy today got go back school for
a while to see see friends . hehe .
tell eu hor . i swear next year i
will touch de rim and do a dunk LOL .
haha blog later bah . i now need prepare
for tuition le .
haha back le . lmao . today tuition veh
de fun XD . recap on acid equations etc .
then talk about conduction , convection and
radiation . haha teacher asked how is the heat
transfered ? somebody popped out " menstruation "
LOL . laugh lyk mad . =_____= wakaka . got lolipop
keep me awake XD .
T.T got alot cuts on my leg . just now go back school
all my classmate say i emo , cut my leg . Heyy , does
Glenn look like someone who will emo and slit his leg ?
he so innocent looking , where will like that de :X
haha . i neh folo the crowd loh , go bukit panjang
plaza makan MAC ! my macvalue lunch = mac spicy + upsize
owns ! come with free seaweed shaker fries ? but i dno
how put . ask wynnette and francisca help me do LMAO :X
in the end most of the fries is they eat de . went delphine
mei de house haha for a short while nia . see hamster ,
XD eat cookie monster ice cream ! HAHA veh nice veh nice .
next time i treat whoever want eat LMAO !
haha off le :C byebye (wave)
please do not force me to do things i don't wanna do
i am issueing eu a warning , i have my limits de .
if you continue to do so , i swear i will ignore eu for
the rest of my god dam life .
missing;6:33 PM
Friday, August 28, 2009
I told myself I would not crumble and I would stay sturdy , but I doubt I can .
Today is finally Friday le . Gonna make
good use of the weekends to rest and think
of who I am and what I wanna do . Literature
results finally out le . not bad la , still
can secure my a1 . Basketball-ed till 3.30
very tired le . i want to go to a place where
I can find peace and all my troubles will go
" poof " and where I can get what i want . :C
crazy of me to have this mindset hor . lol ,
life is neh a bed of roses . heyy : to someone .
getwellsoon kkays ! concentrate on recovering
your shoulder if not next time cannot play ( insert )
how ? mustgetwellsoon ah ! (:
byebye . veh tired and sick . :C
missing;8:29 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
One less friend .
mixed mixed mixed .
Today veh de mixed . LOL got tough
NCC training . yayyy ! next saturday
got competition >< against a pro school
worr but BPNCC WILL SURELY OWN ! teamwork
, the most crucial factor . bpncc hab it !
haha seniors veh pro leh , they actually
managed to do research and plot out a strategy.
YAYY tommorow finally getting back literature
results le . hehe . nothing blog le . i go sleep early
le tata . (Wave)
missing;8:45 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
One question from him that killed me .
T.T just now my dad confiscated my phone
F5F5F5F5F5F5 just because my shoe spoil
AGAIN . lol . alot of things happen just
now but I don't want mention to spare
someone's face . weakling seh eu . diu wo de
lian .
today veh de fun during bazaar planning .
cos can slack and chat . blah blah blah :X
chalet end of year november lyk that i confirm
plus chop can go :D but must see my results whether
can stay overnight anot . sure can de lah i betcha .
now got target le :D:D:D:D
received an sms from somebody . isit who i think he is ?
yeap . he said something to me , but I don't think it
appeals to me . how ? :C why must make things so difficult for
me ? why ?
I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here
Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
missing;9:16 PM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
boom boom boom . LOL
Te Amo
need chiong my gong han and home
econ group worksheet . so busy .
lol . tommorow got PE XD hopefully
can play handball and be keeper again .
its fun trying to stop the ball with
your hand and not your leg ( to wee how )
haha . home econ >< cooking tommorow .
hope i won't burn down the kitchen with
marcus . the ultimate duo ~ now need chiong
chiong chiong . kent did entirely nothing for
the whole project . ( that slacker :P )
boom boom boom . saturday most probably going
out for movies bah . where got ghost or GI Joe ?
i don't care . i want final destination 4 ><
missing;8:16 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
Le Amo realmonte :C
Long time no blog le :D missed me
right ? LOL . exams all over le .
haha can relax abit and enjoy while I
can .
Today was a day full of mixed emotion .
haha i passed chinese , did not do well for
history and got my school pants stained with
chocalate . ( make me look like i lao sai )
i also forget bring tie =.= tommorow need see
that botak loh . lol . ( with my tie on for a
week ) nehmind . take things as they come to me .
haha . (Y)(Y)
r laeyll aahva wenn hhe anccet te lvee uoy .
missing;6:26 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
为什麽你总是闷闷不乐
你知不知道你是最好的
这首歌 我唱这首歌
就是要给你快乐
世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌 我唱这首歌
你要专心地听着
说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落 那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来 放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句 因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅 戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌
so many words to say to you but
you don't seem to be interested .
heyyy , common test over le ! ^X^
can relax abit but ima gonna start
revising soon . XD must prepare for
it le . time will fly damm fast de .
Now left history , literature and chinese
de result dno yet . hope don't get low
low jiu xing le . Maths is shyt . although
still get 30/40 . its lyk work so hard during
tuition then still get this result . dui bu qi
my lao shi . T.T
So many things i wanna say out in this blog .
but i don't want . =____= too many things le @.@
haha . ciao !
I am a bastard .
Why can't I tell myself that I am wrong and I should change ?
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missing;9:24 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Do eu even see me ?
tuition-ed @ 10 . do paper so slow
although veh easy . no mood mah .
everything in life is rough and
bumpy along the way . but i know
i can make it through somehow , by hook
or by crook . cos i got a goodfren to pei
me all the way . thanks for everything
thanks for your motivations , thanks for
cheering me up . (: thanks for telling me
that eu will be there for me when i feel
alone . xie xie ni :D
sunday got common test le :C revised a
little . worried about physics though .
that si ms kang . gib crap de ~ nehmind
glenn yi ding can do it ! once CTs end .
i think i would everyday go down jog le .
need build up my stamina and my leg . can't let
myself down le . :(
You whispered that you were getting tired
Got a look in your eye
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don't want to know i'm ok with this silence
It's truth that i don't want to hear
You're hiding regret in your smile
There's a storm in your eyes that's been passing for awhile
Hold on to the past tense tonight
Don't say a word
I'm ok with the quiet.
The truth is gonna change everything.
So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
Lie lie lie.
Lie lie lie.
I know that there's no turning back.
If we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks.
Let's stay in the dark one more night.
Don't want to know i'm ok with the silence.
It's truth that i don't want to hear.
So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
So look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.
Don't want to believe in this ending
Let the cameras roll on
Keep pretending
Tomorrow's all wrong if you walk away
Just stay
So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.
So lie to me and tell me that we're gonna be ok
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the day
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
And lie lie lie.
missing;9:42 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
2 years since it happened . now its haunting me again .
once upon a time there lived a lonely
boy . his name was ( insert ) . He was
always insulted by his friends for no
reason . He sometimes wondered if they
really are his friends . Rains of insults
continued raining . There was once then ,
he could not tolerate it anymore . He
strike them with his words , leaving them
astounded . That changed part of his life .
He lived on as a loner , as always .
A few years passed , nothing has changed
for him . He continued screwing up the trust
between him and the friends he made . People
say life is ever changing , but he says no .
Life for him has never change and will never
will .
Words said can never be taken back .
missing;6:56 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
Your laughter was all I heard , your smile was all I see
Yesterday was the greatest national day
I had ever (: haha . went joel house mah
leon , kah wei , ian , desmond , regena
and jiaying went , I think . go there comp-ed
plus duel . comp-ed to watch saddistic videos .
desmond super hilarious . laugh lyk mad (Y)
watch-ed l4d trailer , need keep buffer de ,
super lag . haha . bowling and billard the usual
jiaying and regena super weird :X they cheer when
the opposing team 's cue ball go down ?! lols nehmind
don't want blog le . no mood le .
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way
And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!
So hear I am still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries
Le Amo realmonte
missing;2:14 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
when i am down , there will no one to lift me up
Today is a sad day for me . noone to talk to ,
noone to play games with me . veh boring . tuition
also veh boring . everything is boring zz .
diediediediediediediedie . will it end everything ?
i wonder , but i don't dare try .
missing;5:02 PM
Friday, August 7, 2009
Seeing your smile made me wanna cry .
YAY ! today our class 2o3 won an award
in CHEERING COMP ! All thanks to super
cheerleaders : REGENA AND JIAYING ! HEEHEE
THANKS ALOT MAN ! LOL ! :]
today reached school early , had a few duels ?
got win got lose lo . haha jiejie and xh tied
yellow ribbon on my right hand ? O.O feel lyk
singing that "tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak
tree song " but i scared everyone will shocked caus
my voice too nice le :D heehee
I'm comin' home, I've done my time
Now I've got to know what is and isn't mine
If you received my letter telin' you I'd soon be free
Then you'll know just what to do if you still want me
If you still want me
Tie a yellow ribbon 'round the old oak tree
It's been three long years
Do you still want me?
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
I'll stay on the bus
Forget about us
Put the blame on me
If I don't see a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree
Bus driver, please look for me
'Cause I couldn't bear to see what I might see
I'm really still in prison, and my love she holds the key
A simple yellow ribbon's what I need to set me free
I wrote and told her please:
Now the whole damn bus is cheering
And I can't believe I see
A hundred yellow ribbons 'round the old oak tree
I'm comin' home
stayed back after school ? pei-ed shao
xuan go buy cards loh =_= lol . went home @ 3 ?
need change ez-link card mah :C take so long .
and that assistant suck ..l.. ..l.. say need pay
money . pay jiu pay lo . =_= that (insert) fat ass
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
byebye (wave) Le estoy esperando
missing;8:13 PM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Perhaps what someone asked was right , what am I to you ?
NCC today again . veh slack though , move
chair here and there ? Pretty boring though
, no physical activities except smacking
benjamin's head with balloon :D sorry ah .
lessons . not much ? english common test hai
hao bah . I get A2 i happy le :) slack slack
slack till school end . then got cheering rehersal ?
sorry bah , i no mood to participate much cause I
that time not feeling myself ? ( headache sleepy etc)
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry :C
i think i am addicted to a certain anime le . lol
i go watch le bye bye (wave)
I don't want this ending :C
missing;10:08 PM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Alone and tired.
No one to hold =(
Today went school with a sort of happy
mood . hehe learn alot shocking truths
today . (: amazingly shocking sia awww
morning no chem test >< i revised so hard
then neh test but nehmind , at least i
understand topic le .
Had literature , history ? history go com
lab 3 ! but ima cannot plurk caus I sitting
near mr hudsperth and next to a (insert)
retard . i wasn't even talking to that (insert)
retard and he said I was lame . == wtfzzzz . speak
for yourself bah . (L) LOSER ! heehee okay i shall
not be so bad .
Tomorrow got common test english le ! JYJY 03 ! may
everyone get an A1 so mr fugu can diam diam =D
Patience .
Le estoy esperando
missing;8:53 PM
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE ! XD
Wish you can stay as happy as you want
and stay super healthy =P
Sorry i so late then wish you ah :X
missing;5:49 PM
Monday, August 3, 2009
My eyes hurt this morning
But it can't tear , why ?
Hehe today first two lesson super
SLACK ! XD mr kuek neh come and cai
lao shi de daughter sick , need take
care . LOL later got tuition and come
back home need revise for home econ test
although i don't know whether tomorow whether
got anot . who cares ? i plan to fill my
note book with tons of information (:
During recess , played bball . three person
versus four person we still win ^^ caus got me
de super guy with the assists hehe joking .
Got height advantage mah , but I think i sot sot
le , I suddenly have the itch to play soccer . nehmind
if thursday should have soccer bah .
Thursday somemore got common test ^^ english pawnzx !
comprehension is my forte , hehe jkjk ! Haiz got tuition soon
le . Need go prepare le tata ~ (WAVE)
Life on the moon, could it be that stranger?
life on the moon, would it feel this far away?
The life that I knew is trough
and I’m gonna need you more than ever
I’m alone in this crowded room
WHAT THE (INSERT) AM I DOING ?
all I can do is to weep and pray within .
missing;6:52 PM
Sunday, August 2, 2009
I want to go blind so that I won't be able to see what I do not want to see
I want to go deaf so that I won't be able to hear what I do not want to hear
I want to ( insert ) so everything will be better
Today is boring ROARR ! neh go out for anything
(amazing loh)LOL ima so bored i can kill an ant
ima so bored that he cannot learn ting xie =_=
jiejie say she will lyk 5 o'clock online de loh
now what time le ? T.T 3 hours 15 minutes late .
ARGHHHHH ! I think i gonna sing song le ~
Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart a memory
A perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember
When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice
We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to realize
What's in yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there
When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My Sacrifice, My Sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
I begin to wonder if My sacrifice
is worth it ROFLMAO . I think bored people
lyk me hor will come up with ridiculous
theory like this zz .
(2) more days for me to prepare a gift ?
LOL . My present is gonna be simple and
weird . i can presume that everyone will
give me the * stares * le LOL
okie dokie go revise my tuition homework le .
bye (wave) !
missing;8:11 PM
